now I just so upset and I will let my emotion take control of everything right now .
I stalked someone in the past or should I say , my so trash ex .
I just want to check on him . To make sure he suffer enough .
But then it just hurt me to see him still in relationship .
Still happy maybe . Who knows .
And then everything seems just like yesterday .
How he actually kept hurting me , used me , make me cried ,
cheated on me , and the worst part , I kept forgive him though the pain .
That's LOVE I used to call . How stupid . How MORON am I ?
That's not love . That's a nightmare . Not even a nightmare when it was real .
The most thing I regret in this world was to let him get into my life
when I knew from the started he gonna be such a jerk ,
when he lied to me from the very beginning .
I tried to forget everything .
But how can you forget something that hurt you so much ?
I ended putting so much hatred onto him .
For my entire life , he is the most people I ever hated so much .
But then again , he's still having such a romance with his long-term gf I see .
How nice . But then , his beloved gf was copying and using my quote in the fb .
I wonder why is that ? Is she jealous with me and try to annoy me ?
Because it works . It feels like I want to slap her hard enough .
Seeking for my attention perhaps ? I don't even have anything to do with her .
It's not like she's the one who stood between us . I don't even care about her .
I don't care if she want that 'trash' so much . I won't bother wanting to have him .
I just want to see him suffer bitch . Chill F . Let just wait a little bit and enjoy it when it comes .
I'll keep waiting for the time being , son of bitch . I won't forgive you without a price .
I'm kind enough to everyone . But when I'm being cruel ,
there's a lot of reason behind that isn't it ?
I'm looking forward to it . Since then , bye .
