Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
I just want to write about what happened in Gaza a few days ago .
Well , it was attacked by Israelis .
From what I remembered , 3 innocent people were killed ,
including kids and a pregnant mom .
A 13 years old boy were killed when playing a football .
They never once be in peace .
Me ? I live by getting almost everything that I wanted .
So I tried to put myself into their shoes .
How would I live afraid of being attack ?
What if my little sister were killed ? What if the whole family were gone ?
What if I were a kid and have no one in this world anymore ?
Who would listen to me when I was totally scared and upset ?
Who would comfort me ? Who would help me when I cried for help ?
How can I find the strenght to stand for my religion , my country ?
No , I can't . I would fail for sure . :'(
What did I do for my religion ? Nothing ?
Just another sins after another ?
And yet I asked for many things from Him .
When I had problems , I said a lot of stupid things ,
thinking that I were having a big ones .
If those were big , how should I compared mine
with those' in Palestine , Syria and etc .
Their Jihaad are in the battlefield while mine is to studying hard .
Totally difference ! and I didn't manage to study well .
It was really a shame . :'(
O' Allah , please forgive my sins .
Forgive me for not using everything you gave in the right way .
My brothers and sisters in Gaza , sorry for doing nothings .
Sorry for being such a jerk . Pray is the least thing that I can do .
May Allah give Gaza strength to go through this .
InsyaAllah , Islam will win one day . Ameen .
