Today , I've met peoples that I want to before going back to the school . They are perfectly kind to me . I went to their house , ate , talked and laughed with them . I wish I can stay longer but I can't of course . HAHA . I'm gonna miss the whole family so much , I know . They're meant a lot to me . Yes , more like a family . :)
I want to talk about cats now ...
Uww , look at those cats . Aren't they cute ? They are , right ? I love cats .. So much . Last night , I remembered to one of my siamese cat . Her name ? I don't know . I used to call her 'meow' . HAHA ! When I went to their house , Sarah's mum asked me , do I have cat ? And again its remind me of her . The one that I love until now . The one that make me cry if I suddenly remember her . I still remember the way I lost her . At the moment I was totally heart broken , you know . I had her when I was like 8 or 9 .
On one evening , my younger brother did harsh on the cat , played with her like she was a toy . And then she ran away to the field in front of our house . I scolded my brother but my mother told me , the cat will come home soon and I got into the house , did the daily routines .
My father came home at night about 10 o'clock , I guess . He asked me , where's the cat ? My heart beat faster and I answered , She's not coming home yet . My father expression was somehow made me felt uneasy . He went to the road and then told me the cat was dead . I was like , 'Oh My God ! I can't believe this ' . I went near to the road and watch my beloved cat , lied on the road with blood all over her body .
My father grabbed her and buried her . I watched it until my father's done . I was totally mad , I kept thinking who the hell was so blind and killed her . And it's all my brother's fault . I scolded him (and I swear if it happens now , I will kick him or slap and do whatever I can) . I can't hold my tears anymore . I cried and cried .
Tears kept running down on my face and I got into my room and took a book and wrote '(the date), hari ini kucing saye mati' . My mum got into the room and I wipe off my tears . She saw what I wrote in the book and said "sabar laa ea" . I cried again and I can felt that my heart was shattered into pieces . It was so hard to sleep that day .
When I went to school and suddenly remember her , I would cried . It was like a non-stoppable cry for the whole two days . I didn't played with my friends and it seems like I was totally upset when the cat gone . I love everything about her , she's cute and I love the way she would came to me and played with me .
I don't know why I still remember her since I forget things easily . but when I do , I will cry again . Yes , I'm crying now . I wrote this post with tears glinting in my eyes . To tell you the true , that was the most cat I really loved . I had a lot of cats after her but I still remembered her the most . Maybe because she was the 1st cat of mine or because she's not like the others or maybe because the way she died , makes me still remember her . Hmm , I love you my dearest cat . :'(
