Here I am , sitting in front of the computer . It's holiday now and tomorrow I planning myself to go to SMKBTP . I'm so excited to meet all the person that I missed , friends and teachers . But thats not the point , i'm blogging . I've seen that I changed a lot now . I became more sensitive and can't hold on my emotions and more evil . I wonder why ? Am I under depression ? Huhh , I wish I can be my old me , the one who was so kind to all people , the one who never hurt people with the words , the one who was so innocent .
And I still remember , last Friday , I met with the girl that I used to hate so much . When I saw her , I became so angry that I can't breath right . But I decided to ended up everything . So I forgive her and talk to her . And everything was alright . When we apologize and forgive , we might felt something that I don't know how to describe . But it felt so amazing :)
So I decided to changed myself from now on . I realized that to be SUCCESS we need to be someone nice . Thats what I got in Sepintar . I don't want to talk about other people , don't want to hate people , don't want to get angry and etc . Ieqa on the mission to be a better person ! ;)
