Hmmm ,
Life is quite challenging , huhh ?
Especially when it comes to LOVE .
It seems so beautiful but instead it was damn hurt .
You met someone , fall in love with them ,
Believe that they were the 'ONE' .
Had a relationship with them .
Everything seems so perfect .
You never been happier than this .
Your love towards them becomes stronger ,
Wishing that it would be more than just another relationship .
You believed that they were your soul-mate .
Wishing that they you could be yours ,, FOREVER .
How amazing life could be , how you were so grateful to have them in your life .
Never had a thought that you were actually put your heart in a risk that you couldn't even bear .
Suddenly , everything changed .
It seems so hard now to kept everything the way it used to be .
For some reason that can't be explained , they left you ,, just like that .
Yeah , darn it . It hurts you ,, a lot . Crying was the only thing you can do .
You can barely bear the pain you were trying to endure .
Trying so hard to forget them , wishing that the feeling will just fade away ,
But in the same time , the word "what if" kept playing in your mind .
'What if , she/he still loves me?'
'What if , she/he come back to me ?'
'What if , she/he had their own reason ?' and etc .
The words keep coming , because you can't accept the fact that
they actually doesn't need you anymore ,
They didn't feel the way you do .
In fact , they didn't love you anymore .
They just want to throw you away from their life .
The fact was hurting you , but what more can you do , right ?
Trying to forget the one that you loved even it was so damn hurt .
It is life , anyway .
But then , comes to think of it ,
how long will you make yourself suffer because of
someone who doesn't even care about you .
You're the one who should love yourself more than anyone else .
Be strong now and throw away your sadness .
No worries . Because one day ,,
There would be someone , who would be madly in love with you ,
appreciate and understand you the way that you will do for them .
At that time , you will realise "uhh , he/she was the one for me." InsyaAllah . :)
Jodoh kan Allah dah tetapkan ? We don't have to find them , they will come anyway .
But now you have to find the Love from the only One , ALLAH .
He give you so much but you didn't even realise .
This thing happened so that you will become closer to Allah .
Allah will never leave you though you loving someone else more than you love Him .
This is meant for myself too .
I lost someone that will listen to me ,
the one that will say :
be strong , ieqa .
kau kene kuat .
sabar oke .
Allah ada dengan kau .
Uhh , how I miss it . I wish you were still mine .
Now that I'm on my own , I have to endure it alone . Thanks anyway . :')
